Halfway down already

The door keeps creeping closer and closer I now realize that the only thing in my life I can never change is what I just did Filled with regret when it's already too late There's no telling where I'm going to land This could truly be the end I should have handled it better There's nothing peaceful about suicide How am I ever going to find peace now When I'm already falling to my death I couldn't hear my calling when I was called The voices in my head were too loud I could have had a better ending