ha, main badal rahi hun

ha, mai badal rahi hu, kabhi hasti thi befikar ab jara chup rahne lgi hu. jise dil se chaha maine, ab nahi samjh pati vo sachha hai ya jhuta jis pr bhrosa kiya usi ne kaha "tu galat hai" ha, mai badal rhi hu. pehle mai khush, mast aur sarfirisi thi, ab kahi kho si gayi hu. jise pyar kiya , usi ne muze itna badl diya ki mai khud ko pehchan nhi pati. ha, mai badl rhi hu. kabhi buri, kabhi achhi ban rhi hu, tutkar bhi thoda savar rhi hu, haan... mai sach me badal rhi hu. vo bolta hai tu badl gyi par q badli ye kisi ko janana hi nhi hai...