H.

this longing to converse with you is aching my heart. why? why is this bitter feeling the result of your distance. I know I'm being dramatic, that's how I operate, you pushed the right buttons and now I'm attached and can't think straight. it's abnormal. This dynamic, it's not clear headed. As the minutes pass by I feel dreaded, dreaded with the notion that I, the more reasonable one, is becoming irrational by every second passing in our distance. your words, my thoughts, the confessions..... they fuel my obsession. I want more.