guilty conscious 💔😭

I'm lost,pressured I'm disappointed in myself i feel guilty I'm depressed i feel guilty for trusting you I'm lost because i don't know the real me insecurities are killing me,thinking I'm never good enough pressured because of all the expectations i can't bring myself to swim when I'm drowning in the silence i feel lonely and hopeless I'm depressed because no understands me I'm disappointed in myself because i changed from who i am why should i apologize for the person i am but you never apologized for making me feel guilty I'm not expecting to be loved by everyone,but don't pretended to be my friend knowing that you don't care about me but as for life I'm over you