guilty

Why would you let her treat you like that? because through that anger that aggression was js a girl who wanted to be healed a girl who grew up with faint scars that had to heal as she went on her despair and empty void That was all that she had known how could I blame her? even if it all hurt if those fits of rage swarmed me the destruction she put me through would swallow me whole one day but how could I resent her for that after all those decades of non healing I can maybe somehow help her because after all I am to blame as well it's not like I'm innocent I've caused those rage waves so I'll put myself into limbo to help her for her smile her happiness that's my life goal to seek her smile even if it hurts me I would feel guilty about standing up for myself and not help because I know my mother is suffering too .