growing up

I don't wanna loose her who you ask the little girl I once was the one who laughed at everything the on where her smile lit up a room the one where she climb trees in dresses the little girl who could run jump and play I miss her I miss her smile I don't wanna grow up it gives me an ache as though I want to throw up yet I can't seem to see her anymore the little angel that was everyone's joy the little gremlin who used to play pranks the one who never knew the words "fake a smile" I miss her although she's still there she's disappeared from my life I miss her angelic glow and her little cute halo