growing up

its scary to think I will be an adult soon it's scary to realize I'm a teenager we never stop going thru changes whether it's the music we listen to, what we wear, how we talk, or the friends we gain and lose but sometimes it's okay to accept the change because that friend we lost taught us a lesson and the friend we gained showed us how a friendship should be as a little kid, I never would've imagined anything going on right now the girl I was always terrified of, is my best friend the boy who walked me home in elementary is fully in my life and we care about each other so much more than I would've thought I outgrew my mean girl stage I started wearing make up and dressing how I wanted to the movies that gave me nightmares give comfort I can drive soon on the other hand some details have stayed the same like how I write to control my emotions and listen to music to escape and dance around my room and sing I hate being outside at night and I still get silly crushes on actors in movies I watch growing up is scary, but it's also wonderful to look back and see how far we've come and how much we've changed