Growing

God is my therapy God is my healer God is my smile God is my soul God is the chills up my back to my very arm an the tips of my fingers God is I ask i cry i raise my voice an make a face only god can see trust me its not pretty But he listens he knows the battle im chasing i cry out for help i cant do this on my own ive tried , tried , an tried again like a toxic relationship. layin in bed next to me a angel made by our father god i cant thank him enough for the love of my life my purpose water a lil boy walk with a young man an worship with a man an love like our father an love for our father walkin with our father God gave me this blessing to grow a blessing im so thankful for ur love bc u knew i needed him an still do when mommy is so lost she looks an this little angel an thank god for my life bc he an only him makes sense he was the only thing in my life tht gives me peace love safety honesty whenever i step out of god my life is chaos dangerous evil bc knowing god an loving Jesus my eyes my view on the world are just different the way i think an the way i look at life wrong is wrong right is right there is no middle period an to this day i sin an ik wht i did bc there in the bck of my head is my