GROW UP!

it sucks growing up with two parents who hate each other on one side, my father resents me because I speak like my mother my mother resents me because I look like my father am I crazy for thinking its not fair? all I ever wanted was my mother's love and support I learned from a young age not to expect much from my father, he was never really there. but my mother.. she was there once until all of a sudden she was gone all of a sudden I had to prove I was worthy of her love why is that something I should prove? I thought it was normal to be loved I thought parents loved their children, without needing a clear cut reason?