Groomed.

This poetry is freeform, This also features the things that are possible to trigger some audiences Tw: S/A (Sexual Abuse), Implied Sexual acts, Implied Partial Dissociative Identity disorder,Heavily implied Pedophilic behavior, Implied Manipulation, Splitting alters, The German language, Implied Trauma Bonding Making me a husk of myself Again and Again I'm about to fall apart just blocking you grooming me again and again making me think I'm over acting belittling me as I try to escape simple gifts to make me think you're good Pokemon cards for my birthday at.. 13 you being 18.. making me feel horrible for not obeying even when I say to stop you don't. Making my mind split So many protectors from you and others. you knew what you were doing. Es tut mir leid schlampe. but you disgust me even if you were abused you became the abuser don't make me feel pity for you. you don't deserve it. ....yet I still feel horrible you make my stomach turn fear and arousal can be so confusing for a teen similarities between the two