Grinches

am I a Grinch? and I don't mean the Christmas one I mean the one who sags around all day in their pajamas and I one as an individual? am I the only one who feels this way about the world like it's shifting around? am I the only one when the dirt hits the ground it feels weird it doesn't feel right does it feel like the world's unbalanced to me? yes it does I am a Grinch and I do not mean the Christmas one I do not mean the green one I do not mean the hairy one I mean the one who sits around in their pajamas all day doing nothing has nothing to do but think to themselves why am I a Grinch? is it because people laugh at me not in the nicest way? is it because I don't give a neighborly hey? do you think that there is a piece of me still left that you can try to change? is it my heart is it shattered in the pieces that it will never be found again? would you ever take me for granted? would I look at the sky and see the stars far beyond what I see them right in front of me? I am a a Grinch and I don't mean the Christmas one I don't mean the green one I mean the one that sits in their pajamas all day change my heart shift it.