Grief

The hardest days aren't your birthdays they aren't the holidays they aren't any special days the hardest days that I find myself missing you are the random ones The days were I'm laughing the ones were I'm enjoying myself but then you run across my mind And those random days become the hardest ones Because it doesn't get easier as time goes by you just learn to live with it expect on those days Those days the hardest ones I don't live with grief I let it destroy me