Graveyard of our love

it's been so long, long enough that I long for you now, what are we honey? you're so close, closer than the air that I breathe closer than my soul but still you're far away, far more deeper than the abyss The coral arms are choking me now The sunshine smile is burning me now Four years in four walls, and now you're saying "breath of your air is death wish" The house that we built now swept away by the oceans you loved, the little trips, the calls, the driveway through the subway Where did we left? or were we ever together? it starts to sink into me , or me into it, I used to blush, as if you were mine, when it's all the blood that I lost in claiming "something that was never mine", I look at you now, but all you see is "the graveyard of our love."