Grandmothers Advice

I never wanted to become the person that I did. There was so much pain that I held onto and hid. in life, I've learned how rare it is to find another soul who shares a similar mind. Conversation is effective because you share a perspective. A person who's Intellective. There have been many days my heart has felt neglected , &with rage, I have become infected , begging for things to be corrected. coming back here , challenges were more than expected. but I never thought I would feel disrespected. there are things as my husband you just shouldn't say, no matter where it's directed. I'm not sure how much time you have reflected, considering your ways, allowing mistakes to be detected .. ya know, retrospective . I found myself broken and alone my family told me to go home, believing for me, it was the right move. but if they could feel what I feel, would they still approve? my grandmother spoke as if the secret to life was to go home to my husband and be a good wife. she said love and respect build in time if so, why am I writing this rhyme? My grandmother tried to always give solid advice, this is the time I listened and didn't think twice but basically, I was rolling the dice.