"goodbye "

I FUCKING WISH YOU’D LEAVE ME THE HELL ALONE! I just wanna sit, breathe, be in my zone! But you creep, you crawl, you poke in my head, throw your venom, fill my chest with dread! I know you’re lonely like me, I know you wanna see me break, see me bleed. You feed me bait, twist my mind, knife-edge thoughts, wishing I could leave it all behind!6 WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU TO JUDGE ME? You pushed me to the edge, you made me see the dark, the pain, the knife, the scream — I stared at nothing and felt death in a dream. Take it back? FUCK NO! I survive your storm, I endure the blow. I crave the poison you shove down my throat, but I spit it back, still alive, still afloat. You call me lazy, call me trapped, call me weak, I’m just surviving the chaos you seek. Same as your dad, maniac, insane, fuck you, you’ll never know this kind of pain