goodbye

or now goodbye My heart aches without your laugh I miss your smile, your good mornings, your good nights Your love kept me going for so long when I felt there was no purpose Your tiny hands in mine, your snuggles, and our power struggles You were my everything Now it feels as if I have nothing Grieving you is the hardest thing I have ever had to do, I play our memories over and over in my head I cry, I cry more,  and then replay My heads constant battle with my heart The pain I feel knowing I don't have you is unbearable.  I don't know how to go on living knowing that my choices lost me you You are innocent and deserve so much more  I'm sorry, I'm sorry I was too broken to be what you needed of me, I wish I could go back and change what's already happened but I can't so for now goodbye.