Good old friends

Depresión dear old friend, I haven't missed you but I can't be without you. You left s void in me that no amount of drugs and drinking can fill. Cutting my dear old pal,I haven't missed you but L need you, every slice, every time the metal purses my skin, it's a drug that I can't love without, a drug that swallows me hole with no way out. I never wanted you two, but now I can't live without you. Your a part of me now, the part of me o can't kill without me going with it.