going somewhere far in college

Phone light after midnight and the dried tears on my side Plane is on its way another 6 years in mind That pretty face That warm embrace I love your smile and The memories of everything when you were mine But that's just my dreams and that We never were a thing and that There was never a next time There was never one My regrets keep piling on and weighing me down A king without a bed and a queen without a crown A part of me wishes that you're crying too A love unrealized, so close to being true Lost in the what if's and hurting at the has been's You're in another world and im just left behind gasping If you love me, come clean If you love me, come clean Im scared of confrontation Im scared of time The jaws of procrastinating folding in mine And one day we'll look back To a time well spent That maybe we weren't together But at least we're happy then Cuz this can't last forever We both know its true We'll be knee deep in work With no space to miss you Im just happy we had our time Even though it wasn't true you made me believe Its fine.