Going on inside of me

Words and sentences They are formulating There's music in my head sounds like a freaking ska band I drag along with me a grocery cart full of memories Hopes and dreams Heart on my sleeve Filled with endless nightmares Abound with annoying sounds wanting and waiting for them to drowned out By my silent screaming interfering with my daydreaming just another dizzy ride on my merry go round Causing me to lose my balance Amongst the ground I Fall Harder to stand Tall Liked being kicked in the Balls Being lost in a crowded Mall Causing me to Panic to find the nearest bathroom Stall To find safety away from Harm Avoiding life's trap The siren's deadly mating call The mad hatter's ball ringing in my ears Avoiding the voice from a distorted phone call Like trying to see through a foggy window Anxiousness is in the lead now Holy freaking cow Abound with annoying sounds wanting and waiting for them to be drowned out By my silent screaming interfering with my daydreaming just another dizzy ride