going crazy

Lately I've been driving myself crazy I've been overthinking and I'm drowning I don't know how I'm still breathing it's amazing I never ask for help but can someone please save me Save me from myself Save me from everyone else I don't want to be just another chapter in her story and stored on her shelf I'll do the self care and continue on with my life But I'm controlled by the thoughts of us, i'm your husband and you're my wife You control my thoughts and run around in my mind You're all that I want to breathe Purer than any oxygen provided by the trees I'm madly in love with you but I'm never the one you want to see I'm going crazy and these thoughts of you are killing me