Godspeed

I'm writing you this letter because everyone else ran out of answers. I cry for you. I miss you. but I cannot say I know you. or rather, knew you. I don't know what you did and whom you hurt. or why you did it? but did you repent? did you ask for forgiveness? to anyone other than God? Godspeed. wishing good on one starting a new journey. Godspeed to her. my abuser and raiser. your child. whether you wanted her or not. Godspeed to me. for putting up with the built-up trauma passed to me in a quick hit to the face. Godspeed to my mum. who didn't help. who didn't know how to help until it was too late. Godspeed to my brother. who was just as helpful as he was confused by the abuse. Godspeed to my sister. for protecting me and comforting my tears. Godspeed to you father. wishing prosperity to you wherever you are. Godspeed to my love ones and friends. To all.