God's light in Darkness

it was unrecognizable as I sat and I waited and nothing came and everything updated still alone with silence in an undying way I started to say why am I crying why does it taste salty that way is it because I threw it over my shoulder and I thought the good luck was the one thing absolutely sure to trust over still nothing came nothing went it was my silence in my mind it was never sent I think he heard me in the dark that day when my shadow took off and ran away still in front of me was a dark focused face I think it was me in that unique place that God told me to stand and sit and wait to talk to him like I always did without the tears and the salt that day then the sun came and the rain too still there was nothing but my shadow and I in the dark I knew that he would never leave me his name was God he gave his son Jesus that held me up so proud then I walked away as if I had to because all God wanted me was to meet him in the dark too.