God, I miss you.

God I miss you. Everyday we used to talk, but now? its like walking endlessly in the dessert. I want to be with You. Yet, im lazy. Everyday I pray to u, but it feels like an empty old pot, that had flowers, but no longer does. I cry everyday and every night for you to stay. But at the end, i just lay in bed all day. The temptations are hard, but if u were here, it would be only a glass of water that u turned into wine. Why did i fall again? into this empty bed i lay. Into a dark basement that is full of sin and darkness. God I love you, i know u do too. I hope someday, i will be just like you.