God

God, it's been a while since I rested in your arms. I keep wondering about where I made the mistakes that created the moment that I am living right now. I feel empty knowing that my heart became cold. I feel a silence inside of me. I became weak. Things became hectic in my life. Every breath I take hurts. every tear is a memory that I want to leave behind but it follows me. My heart hurts knowing that my mistakes took me to a future that I never wanted. It's been so long that I felt you in my heart God. I know how much you been calling me to come back to your word. to come back to your house. to come back to you. I know that when you call me is when I'm in the most pain. I want to be strong but I don't know how to. God I ask you to pick me up from this cold floor. You died for me and my sins and I recognize what I did. My heart is weak and I want to scream to the air because I want you to hear me. God help me follow you. Help me come back to you. Lift this heavy heart of mine and pick my soul so it can follow you the way that I was meant to do. God in you I trust and In you I believe.