glad cupid missed his aim

i wish we were 10 years older maybe the age gap wouldnt matter only 2 years different but u act like im a child from a group of children i know you'll never be endgame but is it that bad for me to hope i know its a shame i dont know how to cope i fell in love ever since i heard your name but cupid missed his aim his mistake i cant blame i dont want u to feel the same but im worried i'll ruin your life maybe you wont go to ur dream college u wont achieve ur love of knowledge i wish you'd be my wife i refuse to ruin ur life even if threatened by a knife i dont want to make you settle down especially for me whose just a clown it sounds like im just repeating a sentence with the same meaning the thought of u makes my heart beating cant hear my brain thinking