give it to God

I'm done with all that drama from the past drugs and alcohol made me dumb and done is done I'm not going back to the situations that my family had to pull me out of because I gave up on myself all the times where I was stuck in my head and I would think out loud not thinking of the consequences for what I said or did man it's funny how you can go from being the nicest person to condescending and narcissistic being and we all make mistakes man and if there is anybody going through it get some help you can bounce back from anything quit taking stuff so seriously and life will be easier I promise, we're all human beings nobody wants to hurt, nobody knows what other people go through, life is not about getting starting fights with other people it's the fight within yourself and never giving up I fell on my face and busted my own ass because I was paranoid and I couldn't see things clearly I hurt the people I've loved and I'm sorry for my mistakes, I'm awake now man it feels great to be clean and not messing with drugs anymore that was my decision to mess sup the blame game is juvenile and gets old, I was messing with stuff for 20 years and I was in a mental prison ran by Satan and its crazy but God you lifted me