Girl of time

Oh girl of time of past and future I'd take all I had and give it to her but there is no girl of now of present a fate worse than death which I wholeheartedly resent Where is she? hurt or lost? It could be our paths have not crossed I search for this girl, a partner a peer in this search I look in the mirror I ask "where is this woman, who could it be? I am tired of waiting and wanting to see this woman who will set my heart free?" then I ask "would I want me?" Who would want me who knows another language, or maybe I need to be more average Is financial stability neet? or do I need to be an alcoholic passed out in the street? Handzy in bars? no Im Handy on cars. An alright man looking for a date, my only issue is I am 5 foot 8.