Ghost

why must i be so dumb stupid to think you ever loved me at all you were the first to laugh at my down fall 13 plus years for what? to be left with nothing but a fucked up head is what i got you took everything that ment the most here i am left in the streets just a ghost i have no home no ride no phone left alone. no where i belong everyone left me here to die doing all i can to be strong and try to survive its not easy exspecially for me daily a struggle i suppose this fuckin wreck of a being forever ill be