getting worse

I didn't want to fall in love with you But the way we talk,the way you understand me The smile you shine at me and the way you do Without you I'm chained and lost with you I'm better and I'm free Naturally our chemistry grew And our energy blended so well into something special, I wish I knew That my feelings for you would put me back in hell I should've kept my distance The words that leaked out of my heart and the way you understood them I knew in an instant It would take more than silence to keep us apart Now I'm desperately trying to get you out of my mind Running marathons around the universe You got me wanting to be better trying to change my life These feelings I'll keep inside for you forever no matter how much it hurts But it's only getting worse