getting over you

what if I never get over you like what if the next person i try loving only gets the leftovers cause im stuck loving what i cant have like what if I try to love another but only to be reminded of you I mean what if I never wanted to leave you but had to because it was to much for my heart to take what scares me is that im still thinking of you instead of focusing on life like you took my heart as a whole and left a few broken pieces I mean how am I supposed to love another while your out there with my heart feeding into your ego but then I guess it was never ment to be