Getting lost in thoughts

I sit alone, where silence grows, A storm inside, that no one knows. Thoughts collide, a restless sea, A thousands of questions drowning me. Memories whisper, soft and sharp, A echoes of joy, and shadow of dark. I chase the light, yet fall again, Trapped between moments, lost in pain. Time slips through fingers, cold and slow, I reach for dreams I'll never know. Heartbeats echo in my empty room, Dancing with my quiet gloom. But still I wander, still I fight, Searching for peace in endless night. Lost in thoughts, yet here I stand, A fragile soul, with trembling hands. I watch the hours bleed into night, My heart heavy, my soul in fright. Memories sting, regrets cut deep, I carry them alone, even in sleep.                                     -adinnna