Getting Lost In the cycle

Inside the gloomy space. Initially doors are shuted in the storyline yet one still seeks for wisdom. An extremely dark environment, so edgy to reach success. The greatest expansions, and harming contractions nevertheless so rough to recover. The itchy jealousy is one of no pleasure. To be deceived over Why is it, I wonder? The option currently is crawling, and seek for light beyond the doors with doubt to stay at the same position. So I suppose this is why they say life is hard.