Gay heart straight break

Can I ask why? I know it wasn't real but I still cry for you Was a deal you made? Put hands on my body did you feel shame? I was the one to blame when you layed with me did you think of her? Maybe it's all in my head You said you loved me in bed Its a Gay heart with another straight break a story as old as time with a different part I know you'll never see me the way I saw you I know you'll never say the words I said to you to you it was a joke for me it was gay heart with straight break