Gasped

It burns, the tightness in my chest , knowing that you are just like the rest , I was always wondering to myself , why was everything such a test , I had to test you everyday after your mistake , just to know you are just as fake, as fake as a smile , the lying eyes , those butterflies eyelashes , you melt inside , he knows what he is doing, they always do , to persuade you , manipulate you , watch you come unglued. Persuasion is the key , looking at you , steering you down , making sure you are within the grasp ,he even ridicules you, makes you feel sorry for them , those pity parties, are they all fun to you ? I can feel it in my chest, the dull ache, the shocking pain , the sparks in my eyes , the blade that you put in my chest, will turn go deep , deeper, and deep , He asked do you feel me now? ...And I well I gasped.. He asked laughing, Do you like my pride n honor I have to have I hurt all who gets in the way my ego is all that remains true within me not you but your misery , you will remember me as I broke the heart ! Gasping blood slashing her into the abyss of darkness of the nite , all you heard was her gasping and screams , then you hear one final question from him , did you know death is near ?