Gap in your name

Your parents fought hard to Settle on a common name for you After your birth. As a compromise your dad Prefixed you secretly after his ex. Coincidentally your mom was Relieved to know that the suffix Rhymed with the one she once Crushed on in school. So you have two nicknames now That are distinctively uttered by a Male and a female in your home. And the syllable that holds together The divide in your name sits Overstretched in silence, and that Pretty much sums up The life you've had till now.