Futility Exercised(incomplete)

A note on the natures of persistence, Nomenclatures of insistence Definitions enforced! The only meaning is a meaningless consistence, that means more to me as uncertainty charts the course. NOBODY actually has a fuckken clue!!! Achievement in chasing, pursuit of perseverance. And I'm lost in perpetuating the heretofore. The hereinafter racing, been erased by interference. Scars made from indifference displacing remorse. If any of it from the start was even fucking true! To have never given up, except when quitting everything. The only promises I kept were made to no one listening. Words without integrity and in action somehow less. The heart beats insincerity into life til it's a bloody mess. Beats sincerity into an other's perspective. Motivational violence, inspiring defective. Means to ends, cranial dividends and I couldn't know when To let the earth ignite, let the world burn as we intended... At least as I intend, reality for you, not ever I. Never i as I'm forever dumbfounded without a reason why It shan't be in need of being.*truly* justified Can you find your purpose? Alls that I can find Are delusions I'm endowed to have, entitled to be mine....