Fur boy

Could my fur angel be staying for a little bit longer? I dont want to let him go I know we're supposed to set him free. I was never ment to keep him this long. But the thing is I can't let go. I mean I adore him yes I can't take the best care. And I can't get him fixed but I just can't let go. I never thought this be the time. But it seems I might get to keep around longer. But he's lonely over at the place I never wanted that for him. Yet I'm not being cruel I just can't let go. Yes he's all alone and I can't realy go see him. Cause of personal reasons of a break which I'm trying to heal. And he is sad but I am to when I think of him. I miss him so much think of him more than any thing else. So in truth I don't want to let go even though it be time soon. I just want more time I guess and I want to be able to say goodbye. I cant realy if I'm somewhere else to heal up from break. But I just can't let go so let me have more time. I wish to say goodbye to my fur boy.