Full of People

Im tired of feeling alone in a world full of people. People who are supposed to be your friends only need you for their problems. A family that uses you for labor, venting, and other misfortunes. But no one is there when you need them. No shoulder to cry one. No one to be yourself with. No safe place. If you're not perfect, they dont want you. No one does. In a world full of people, but still alone "Keep your head up, "they say. Only to keep your worth until they dont need you. If you're down for too long, they leave you. How long will I let this last? Is this all I'm worth? The people im supposed to love the most have used me since birth. My chosen family wants nothing from me anymore. What have I done wrong? I've done everything you've asked. And yet I still do not deserve your love? At least respect? I had to grow up fast to take care of your kids. I have to carry your burdens even though I can't with my own. I can't be sad. I'll be called weak. I can't be mad. I'll be called selfish. I can't be happy. You dont like that. An emotionless robot, I must become, to suit you selfish wants. Why do I continue to be a pawn in your foolish game of chess? I want to be free, and soon, It'll be. Written by: Trex💙