Fucked up again

I fucked up again I broke another promise Time after time I say that it's different That this time I'm really done That was the last time I promise Everytime it's the same, stuck on repeat And I swear everytime I really do think I mean it I convince myself I'll never break another promise to you That from now on I'm gonna be someone you can be proud of Someone you can look up to But I fucked up again I broke another promise It's not that I don't love you Fuck! I love you guys more than I ever knew possible I would burn this world to the ground for you! I'd die for you, like quite literally die for you So don't ask me why I can't stay sober for you Because I honestly don't have that answer But i promise you more than anything I want to! I want to be the person you want and need me to be And I'll never stop trying to be that person! If it means anything at all, I am trying! Addiction is the devil and I hope and pray you never dance with him Don't give up on me love, I promise I really am trying!! I fucked up again I broke another promise But I still Love You!! 🖤🩶🖤