fucked it up (girl version)

sitting down the stairs we used to sit holding to the memories I should've let go its been to many months I need to let go but how can I do that where I am alone all I think about is you all the memories and all the things we used to do it started with a crush and we moved too love then it ended with heart break as it always do we werent made for each other but some times when I think about it if we let the fear go and let love take control and if we moved from the things that were irralavent maybe we could've been sitting in our living room as we wear our ring as we promised to maybe we could've been somewhere at the sun rise you and me too shy maybe we could've been something more then what we are today if I didnt fuck it up if I didnt screw it over if I didnt let you leave and didnt talk things over and what its come to my mind all the time and it breaks me to think I fucked it up again I let you leave with out a talk and it still hurts to think that I fucked it up again with out any talking done