fucked it up (boy version)

walking down the road we used to take it feels like memory rain coldness in my heart its infecting me tears in my eyes I shouldn't have its been to long and I should've let goo but I still miss it all miss all the screams miss all our fight broken dishes all around us but I still miss it all the melodies of your voice as you sing your songs and I know it started with a look of your brown eyes those innocent looking paradise then it turned to big love and it moved to heart break as it always ends and both we know and every body knows we werent meant for each other and its fine to move on and but it doesn't stop from thinking that if you were here by my side I know I would've been warm by you laugh you were the light that led my way you were the oxygen that kept me breathing you were the sun and the warmth I always needed and it hurts to think that i fucked it up again I let you leave with out a fight I fucked it up again I let you go with out a word and it hurts to think I missed my chance now that time has has passed it hard to know that you won't be mine again the only one that kept my smile it hurts to know I fucked it up again missed all my chances to get you back