fuck up

i'm just a fuck up.. i'm late to class and the principal gets mad when it ain't even my fault, mother gets mad because i do "half a job" and i "give shit answers for shit jobs" i'm just a fuck up... i was never meant to be born anyway... not good enough.. not smart enough.. not pretty enough... just a fuck up.. just a mistake.. i am not gifted.. i'm a stupid.. ugly worthless useless fuck up... that seems unwanted unloved unappreciated.. and just wants to be loved to be appreciated.. to not be a fuck up ... why am i a fuck up..?