Fuck It

Time feels like it's at a stand still My hole life feels like it's not real I'm slowly moving and not getting nowhere The people around, it seems like they don't care Feeling closed off like why am I still here Closing my eyes, I wanna just disappear Tired of the pain and unloyal people Learning I have no friends everybody's deceitful Screaming out loud does anyone hear me, Studdering my words I cannot speak clearly, Why can't I seem to get out of this rut Eyes wide open but my heart is left shut Feeling so hateful, depressed, and confused Try too stay positive but I feel I'm being used, Controlled by my own kindness I can't walk away Feeling lifes pulling my puppet strings making me stay The darkness of the world is slowly creeping on me The corruption has clouded my mind making it hard too see The things that I loved once all fade away My surroundings are filled with nothing but dismay Can't seem to rise everytime I do I fall I should just say fuck it and let go of it all