Frozen

My hands numb and black and blue red eyes from crying but all the tears are all gone now I glare at my ceiling screaming profanities like maybe it would yell back I stay locked up in my room where in silence I suffocate there's a hole in the wall that one's cause of you Sad emo music playing loudly in my ears drowning out my fears I don't play that love shit anymore cause then I get nostalgic then I get nauseous unable to hurl up this emotions I need a potion to make me just forget maybe everything maybe nothing's worth remembering