friends lost to time

we lock eyes once again and force ourselves to play pretend. we've been through so much,and yet here we stand, back to back,exchanging brief looks.i feel bad. —is it hard to forget the years we spent together? the tears, the promises of being friends forever? i ask.you say, - my answer won't suffice. your tone was cold as ice. i felt a shiver down my spine, realising you didn't care twice as much as i did.i say, - fine, then keep me in the dark, dear best friend of mine.