friends?

she said we need to keep it low and I shouldn't tell the world not even myself and if it happens people ask tell them we are friends we keep it on close doors if the light comes by we split I'm still trying to understand what i am to her the way we look at each other it something I can never forget she said I'm flawed by design If you i wanna love me you gotta learn to lose me I know she can never be mine but still I hold on to her because she says she's my friend