Friendly conversation?

I can't help but be mesmerized by you. those Piercing cerulean eyes, that messy, curly hair you gave up on the sweet sound of your laughter the way you playfully hit me in our friendly conversations I can't help but find you as a friend? no it's more than that. I daydream about you, I think about you. I love you. My lovely friend My heart is yours whether you accept it or not is a different story an different song to listen to a different melody to play I want you to be my boyfriend I want you to be more than just my friend I want more than friendly conversations I want our hearts to intertwine I want YOU I see everything about you perfect that messy handwriting the scar on your arm The friendly conversations make me see more I notice you. your mannerisms. The mannerisms. you see me as a friend. I know you do. But I want those blue eyes to look into mine intoxicating me, breaking my heart. with those words. I'm sorry but I don't feel the same way.