Frenetic

Looking for love but feeling lost, The pain of abandoned loneliness. Letting myself be, despite the hurt, With someone to fill that emptiness. Wanting to be accompanied, To make the void go away. Yet the search for love feels hopeless, Unable to find what I truly need. As a romantic heart that cannot give up, I wonder if love could ever come. In this endless search of wanting more, For someone who feels just like me. I want to be with someone, yet I can't find the courage to reach out. I feel stuck and afraid asking for too much, I'm trapped in this cycle of longing and despair. The pain of being alone is unbearable at times, but is it any better to open my heart and risk rejection? Am I destined to be alone forever? Or is there someone out there? Someone who understands me, and cares for me despite all my flaws? I don't want a fairytale romance, but I crave for a little love. I'm even willing to be just a memory, A memory that you think of with love. One of those that you remember until your last breath, The ones you're afraid to forget, Scared of losing and letting it hurt.