Freezer Spells

there's a chance you could be illusory or a narcissist or a con artist and I could be jaded or drunk off the hatred that came with liking you time paused as I waited but it felt like a force bigger than myself keeping me captive in the memory of you what did you do? that wasn't like me I didn't like me when I kept waiting I didn't like the way I stayed patient for you was I dreaming? or was any of it ever true?.