free from me

I keep looking out into the shadows where the wolves once bellowed the ones that relentlessly followed me since I was a child. Could it really be that I've lost them? Am I finally free from the nauseous toxic scent that they leave on the winds in the wild? I'm a sceptic even more so than you are, but truly, it seems they're just smoke in my dreams, and they swirl in the shape of a smile. I'm still scared to walk forward for back ways was safer so I could keep contact with them in their eyes. We'll take baby steps baby, it's all new, and it's crazy it's amazing how now I've found love within life. Spent so long in the wilderness willingly hiding that finding my feet is surprisingly frightening, but I'm rugged and ready, and I'm riding this high. Forgive my excitement it's large, and it's lightning, but fear not I'm here, not to cause you anxiety I'm just free from the shackles my life had provided me.